It's been a stressful time recently. John hasn't been working and since Boston Pizza has opened, It's been slow at work so I've been getting more part time hours. Trying to pay for anything on a part time wage is hard.   It seems as soon as money is in my account, it's gone the same day to pay for Bills and rent. It's dumb.
John wants a job that will let him come home every Night which I'm all for because I Love having him home. I hate when he is away. The House is Creepy and I miss cuddles a lot.Among other things ;)  But finding that job seems to be tough. I'm not sure where he has applied, I just know that he doesn't have a job yet. He will find a job soon I'm sure of it. I have faith. <3

    About two Weeks before Boston Pizza was officially open they had, Test Nights. Practicing for the big day. So two weeks before they opened, we started to Slow down. The day they opened. It was completely dead. It's Like when Big Lou's Open. Everyone wanted to try it. Then they found out how horrible it was and came back.  Even I get sucked into wanting to try the new things when they come to town. I remember going there for my second date with "The Virgin" before I met john. The meal was horrible.  we got there at 8:15 and they gave us a dirty look and said they were getting ready to close but seated us anyways.   He had Chicken Fingers, fries and salad. I had A chicken parm, Fries and soup to start. The Soup was tomato broth with frozen vegetables tossed in. Before we even finished our Sad starters, Our Meals arrived My Parm which had been deep fried was raw on the inside.  but since it was a second date, I said nothing, I just cut it up and pushed it round on my plate.    I later found out that's all the virgin actually ate was pizza from Big Lou's and insane amounts of Pepsi. He thought it was amazing but I tasted his mothers cooking. I realized he didn;t know what real food was.    Anyways back to where I Started. Boston Pizza. John and I went there as a treat after changing 6 signs in One day then freezing our Butts off picking up two other ones a few days later.
Starter Ceaser, Pizza Rolls, Calamari, Spinach Dip and panera(sp) bread. At one point she asked how we liked the pizza rolls because she never tried them and I replied over processed. I think she has no clue what processed even meant because she took that as a good thing. But Later as we paid the bill she asked how everything was and I said Fine and she questioned why i said fine. I said I cooked better.She was offended. john said I was being rude. but If you question it and don't actually want to know. Don't ask.!

   Things have been stressful because as of December 22, Chick Allan's is closing and steve has no answer of if we will be opening in the new year. He promised that I would have work til almost the end of December. There is packing to do. A lot of it. It will be moved into storage but hopefully soon he will tell us the staff, What happens. Some staff has no clue we're closing, Some know what is happening but it doesn't seem to Click that they may be jobless before to long.  But even if he finds a new place to open at, It will be a couple months before he opens. Every one will be laid off but he claims he has a plan for the main staff(4). I pray often that we will reopen. Chick Allan's has been my life since 2006 minus 3-4 months when i went off to B.C/Alberta.

Christmas is sneaking up and fast which is unfortunate because with lack of money, It's hard to get the gifts I'd like for people. I got great things for John and his Mother. Things I know they will Love. I ordered everything online in November. Nothing has arrived yet!!!! John has gotten the gifts he ordered already. So where the F%$#@ are mine!
I have yet to buy a gift for John's father and for Brendan. But I know what im getting his dad but Im clue less on what to get Brendan.